Today I was suppose to have my 10 year old Jane spayed and 2 mammary tumours removed. Got her all bathed and ready yesterday, fed her early last night and did all the right things. For 3 days I have had the worst feeling in the world about this surgery. Not that I didn't trust the vet, I do. He is a good surgeon. But something has just been eating me up about this, and in close to 40 years of breeding dogs and many surgeries I could not shake this feeling. Took her in and discussed my feelings with one of the vet techs I trust. My vet was in emergency surgery so she went to tell him how I feel. Verdict...they both felt if my feelings were this strong, I should not do the surgery. I talked to him also and he checked the tumours and said there has been no growth since first discovered close to a month and a half ago. His opinion..not life threatening and anything can go wrong with old dogs and surgery. So Jane came home, my over stress is gone and I just feel I did the right thing. Sometimes you have to go with intuition. If I had lost her on the table, I would have beaten myself up forever. Thought I would share as truly after all is said and done...it IS all about the dogs and the love we have for them. Molly Trillia German Shepherds since 1972 PH 409-287-3940 Member GSDCA, GSDCC, GSDC of Beaumont (recording secretary), Life Member CKC "Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again." ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2010. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Each Author is responsible for the content of his/her post. This group and its administrators are not responsible for the comments or opinions expressed in any post. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://showgsd.org NATIONAL BLOG - http://gsdnational.blogspot.com/ ============================================================================