Powerful post Barbara...every one is going through something...This past Thursday I attended a funeral of a man that 20 years ago could have been one of my father-in-laws....his daughter now does not know if she wants to stay in this world...I have to use all my influence on her to see that she remains...her son called me dad at the funeral....life at times is overwhelming...thats why God invented friends...we just need to remember we are not in this battle by our-self ...now I need to find some one to make me laugh...Ed Hill Barbara Galasso <uwish@xxxxxxxxxx> wrote: Whew............only been home for a few days, and I'm worn out already. So much to catch up on like the rest of you I'm sure. I was overwhelmed with all the e-mails I had to answer and requests for personal favors of my writings. Tributes to write, ads to help put together, and thank you notes to help others convey what messages they wanted to say. Very flattered, but time consuming to get it just right the way that people want it. Anyway, mostly caught up on some of the writing contributions; still got one more friends that I need to help edit and I think I'm pretty well done with that for now. Thank you to all those who thought enough of my work to ask for my help. Now the real reason I'm writing this. Getting ready for this National or any National is very time consuming and very expensive. I didn't show and drove down alone with my dog Amber. We shared our room with an old dear friend who I hadn't seen for too many years. My Amber and she got along famously, and I think she would have loved to have gone home with her if only her "Annie" would have allowed it. NOT! I just finished paying the house taxes before I left, just had an oil delivery made to the house, rented a car, had the hair done, bought the new clothes, and the list goes on and on as all of you were doing the same thing. Now I knew when I got back home, I also had a car that needed fixing. So I go out and buy the part for the car when I get home. My mechanic tells me he can't put it in because he doesn't have certain equipment he needs to do this. Okay, he tells me to call the dealer, which I promptly do. The dealer (I didn't buy it from him), is very condescending and I can feel my blood pressure rising. He quotes me an outrageous amount of money for the car to be serviced. So I look else where and have to call back on Monday for a quote. I'm fuming and walking around the house all day talking to myself saying "isn't this nice after all the money I just laid out, now I have another hugh bill to pay". Just then my mailman pulls up and I go out to greet him. He's shuffling some mail crates around in his car. Now this man I've knew since we were teenagers. Several years ago he was diagnosed with stomach cancer, and after much chemo and other treatments, it went into remission. So I say to him, "how you been doing Mike, how you feeling". He says to me, "not too good Barbara, the cancer is back and it's in my throat now and I start chemo again next week". He's probably one of the nicest guys you could ever want to talk to. All of a sudden, all my money worries, car troubles, and everything else that I'm dealing with, no longer seem important. I came back into the house and said a little prayer for Mike and I remembered the little sign that I used to keep in my office when I was a manager in Connecticut. I've told you guys this one before. It said: "don't let anyone steal your bliss". And how I interpreted that today to myself was that nothing, and no one out there can determine how you feel. So what if you have to put out another $1500 &%$#$)@#*&!!!!!!, (gulp), count your blessings because no matter what you are going through, there are so many more who are going through so much worse. So the judge didn't like your dog and liked someone else's better. So what. They'll be other judges and other shows. Never give the power of how you feel over to someone else or something else "out there". It's all about counting your blessings for what you have inside. I got my humbling moment from Mike the mailman today, and he doesn't even know it. Barbara Galasso ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. 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