I am a bitch person. Over 12 years ago I planned a breeding to get males - something I rarely do. I needed a good male and figured to breed him, finish, and park him in a pet home. That way I didn't have to keep a boy around the house but he would be handy when I needed a sperm donation. So, breeding/whelping went as planned and I kept two boys, just to be sure. I spent socialization time with them but didn't want to bond with a boy dog. I held them with open arms - never really asking for their hearts. By four months of age, one of the boys had bonded with a friend and never looked back. The other, Firedog, decided I was his and that was that. Both boys easily finished and Breaker went off to live with my vet tech but I could'nt chase Firedog off with a stick. Had I given him away he'd have just come back home..... Both of us learned a lot through the years. Gradually he took over all the little places in my heart - learning to guard the house and becoming my truck buddy after I lost Gala. I learned to hold him close and that boy dogs are kind of neat. He became my second home bred champion and gave me my judge's license. He gave me my second multiple champion litter. I gave him MY heart. We all go into this "game" knowing that we are going to loose them at some point. In comparison they are so short lived. Yesterday, at 12 1/2 years of age, Firedog finally decided it was time to leave. I held him tightly while he left. I will always hold him tightly in my heart. My heart is breaking.............. Suzanne www.tsalishepherds.com Home of Ch Firedog, Ch Cookie, Ch Flair, BIS/BISS Ch Yancy, and Ch Flash! Website updated 10/05 ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://www.showgsd.org ============================================================================