FIRST, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART....THANK YOU TO OUR GSD FAMILY FOR THE RESPONSE AND LOVE FOR KAITLYN. She saw some of the cards (she can only manage a few at a time) and for the first time since yesterday morning, managed a weak little smile, with a quiet "Wow, are these really for me?" It brought tears to my eyes, and was such a welcomed repast from a very , very difficult night for her.. I haven't the words to tell you ALL how much every email is appreciated. We are saving all of them into a special file . I had several people asking what is Kaitlyn's condition or diagnoses....at this time we have no diagnoses. She started having problems as an infant, failure to thrive, etc, development delayed, although she is 14 (and only 48 pounds) she is for the most part, cognitively about 6 or 7...she cannot read, nor write, nor tell time. She does however have a love of animals, and they , of her...they just "know"...you know? She does pick on her little brother, and usually they play happily together, lol. She loves dogshows, and all her friends there, its about her favorite thing ever, well that and Christmas ,which she keeps all year. She has been seen by some of the finest doctors, geneticists and orthopedists in the world. Her last specialty consult was with a doctor that Cedars Sinai flew in all the way from New Zealand to see Kaitlyn. He is a researcher on the human genome project, and thought she may have a very rare disease called Melnick Needles Syndrome , about 35 people worldwide are known to have it....but after a lengthy consult, and exam, and what a terrific staff Cedars has!!! No, it turns out, she does not have that syndrome. The Chief of the International Skeletal Dysplasia Unit, and of Genetics at Cedars believes that Kaitlyn may have a disease much rarer than that....at this time they are working furiously with a worldwide database to try to fine ONE other person that matches her symptoms.....if they cannot...they are going to name a new , one of a kind disease for her. A dubious honor , at best. Her fractures started in 2000, until then she was walking , running , jumping, like any other kid. Because of the fractures she is mostly wheelchair bound...its heartbreaking . Her tibia (shinbone) and fibula t(he one next to it) are TINY. If you removed the INTERIOR stick of a Bic ball point pen, the part that holds the ink, that is how big around they are.Only about 3-4mm in diameter. Like a bird. Each time she fractures, her legs bow. Yesterday makes her 28th and 29th fractures since April 2000. Her angel of an ortho surgeon has managed to insert tiny 1mm wires into her delicate bones....but yesterday when she fell she bent one beyond repair...so surgery is probably going to be mandated. It is not pleasant, and is as serious as her doctor put it, as being involved in a major car accident.....scary business. Don't know what they plan on doing with the leg who's "rod" is still intact..she will be spending the next 2-3 months after the surgery if they do surgery... in a mid thigh length cast on both legs, then walking casts...helluva way for a little girl to spend the summer. Just for added "fun" she also has a worsening curvature of the spine and EVERY disc at ever station of her spine is bulging, they cannot fix it surgically , the risk of paralysis is too great. She also has progressive hearing loss, both ears, and wears hearing aides....she loves music, really loves it. So as you can imagine, I am only too happy she can still hear it....so the music can be blasting coming from her room...and no one minds, lol. She is a role model of courage, and heart, and determination, and good spirit. I aspire to be that brave....I fall miserably short of her attributes...she is my Special Peanut. I will update you wonderful folks, as soon as I can. God Bless and Thank you for your love and well wishes. Kathy and Kaitlyn ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://www.showgsd.org ============================================================================