--- Scribe1865@xxxxxxx wrote: > "Covenant" > by Jorie Graham > She was being readied by forces she did not > recognize. This is an age in which imagination > is no longer all-powerful. Where if you had > to write the whole thing down, you could. > (Imagine: to see the whole thing written down.) > Everything but memory abolished. > All the necessary explanations also provided. > A very round place: everyone is doing it. > "It: a /very/ round and glad place. > Feeling life come from far away, like a motor approaching. > And in its approach: that moment when it is closest, so loud, as if > not only near you, but /in/ you. > And /that/ being the place where the sensation of real property > begins. Come. It is going to pass, even though right > now > it's very loud, here, alongside, life, life, so glad to be in it, > no?, unprotected, thank you, /exactly/ the way I feel. > And you? Lord how close it comes. It has a > /seeming/ to it > so bright it is as if it had no core. > It all given over to the outline of seem: > still approaching, blind, open, its continuing /elsewhere/ unthinkable as a > > > gear-shift > > > at > this speed. > Approaching as if with a big question. > No other system but this one and it growing larger. > All at once, as if all the voices now are suddenly one voice. > Ah, it is here now, /the here./ [Love, where is love, can it too > be this thing that simply grows insistently louder] > [It seems impossible it could ever pass /by/][she thought] > the eruption of presentness right here: your veins > [Meanwhile a dream floats in an unvisited field] > [There by the edge of the barn, above the two green-lichened > stones, where for an instant a butterfly color of chicory > flicks, dis- > appears] How old-fashioned: distance: squinting it > into > view. Even further: rocks at year's lowest tide. > The always-underneath excitedly exposed to heat, light, wind, the > being-seen. Who could have known a glance could be > so plastic. Rubbery and pushing down on all the tiny hissing overbright > > > greens. > O sweet conversation: protozoa, air: how long have you been speaking? > The engine [of /the most/] is passing now. > At peak: the mesmerization of here, this me here, this me > passing now. > So as to leave /what/ behind? > We, who can now be neither wholly here nor disappear? > And to have it come so close and yet not /know/ it: > how in time you do /not/ move on: > how there is no "other" side: > how the instant is very wide and bright and we cannot > ever > get away with it--the instant--what holds the "know" > [as if gently, friend, as if mesmerized by the love of /it/][love of > (not) making sense](tide coming in)(then distance taking > the perplexion > of engine > whitely in)(the covenant, the listening, drawing its parameters out > just as it approaches its own unraveling) > the covenant: yes: that there be plenitude, yes, > but only as a simultaneous emptying--of the before, where it came > from--and of the after (the eager place to which it so > "eagerly" goes). Such rigorous logic, that undulating shape > we make of > our listening > to it: being: being on time: in time: there seeming to be no actual > > > being: > all of it growing for a time closer and closer--as with a freight > of sheer > abstract > abundance > (the motor > sound)(is all) followed by the full selfishness (of such > well being) of the being > (so full of innocence) actually (for the instant) here: > I love you: the sky seems nearer: you are my first > person: > let no one question this tirelessness of approach: > love big enough to hide the cage: > tell them yourself who you are: > no victory: ever: no /ever/: then what "happens": > you can hear the hum at its most constant: steady: the era: > love bestowed upon love close-up: > (quick, ask it of heaven now, whatever it was you so > wished to > know) the knowing: so final: yet here is the road, the > context, ongoingness, > and how it does go on regardless of the strangely sudden coming un- > > > done > of > its passing away. > Silence is welcomed without enthusiasm. > Listening standing now like one who removed his hat > out of respect for > the passage. > What comes in the aftermath they tell us is richly > satisfying. > No need to make a story up, for instance. > We have been free now ever since, for instance. > > > > > ["Covenant" and five additional poems by Jorie Graham can be found in > /Conjunctions: 35, American Poetry: States of the Art] > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------ > To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, > digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html ___________________________________________________________ WIN FREE WORLDWIDE FLIGHTS - nominate a cafe in the Yahoo! 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