But isn't there a difference between individual violence and collective violence? I mean, individuals who behave violently on behalf of a violent community are not acting out of the subsuming rush you describe. Crusaders killing those who would not convert, Al Qaeda members flying planes into towers, Palestinians blowing themselves up on buses -- they are not acting out of a momentary rage or an immediacy -- fight or flight. Collective violence is not as .... immediate, as instintct-driven. Help me out here, someone... Julie ========Original Message======== Subj:[lit-ideas] Re: 21. century European anti-Semitism Date:4/20/2004 12:57:03 AM Central Daylight Time From:Scribe1865@xxxxxxx To:lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent on: In a message dated 4/20/2004 12:57:38 AM Eastern Daylight Time, mccreery@xxxxxxx writes: The more interesting question is why so often we don't react with violence even when provoked and why the threshold beyond which violence erupts varies as widely as it does. _________________ A personal take. I've been violent twice; once in self-defense and another time defending my dog (getting a pit bull to release its grip on my dog's throat). Both times I defended successfully, was unharmed though covered in sweat, shaky, and prone to talk about the incidents for a couple weeks afterward. Was sick of hearing myself talk about them but still had to talk about them. My sense of the violence was of being suddenly pulled into an event that subsumed everything else and both compressed and expanded time enormously, that both ruled out thought and then swelled thought, or some sort of cognition ... maybe thought is the wrong word. At the time, the most horrible thing was the surprise, the sudden shift from calm everyday life to something very much like a storm. This followed by the recognition of how fragile I was, how limited my strength. And how much I would wish that such things never happened again. I've never been an initiator of violence, though in the abstract I'd like to see a lot more al-Qaeda killed or captured--don't particularly care which--probably because of being in NYC during 9/11 and having friends affected by it. Though this theoretical bloodlust has made me hold extreme views and serve as a Bush-enabler in the past, there's not even a corner of my fantasies where an Everest of dead al-Qaeda would bring back the WTC and the people who were in it. And theoretical blood lust ... is it bluster? Is it real? If Osama Bin Laden were indisputably standing in front of me, would I subdue him? In this text, I'll say yes, I'd instantly subdue him. But in real life and real time, would I act immediately? I don't know. Could anyone say they know for sure what they would do? Maybe that's why John's question is so interesting -- that the self in violence is not the self at all. And we can only speculate about it. Or perhaps this is all an egocentric ramble beside the point. ------------------------------------------------------------------ To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html ------------------------------------------------------------------ To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html