[guide.chat] In Reply To: [guide.chat] To Sarah

  • From: "Sarah Mellor" <sarah_mellor@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • To: "clare moulds" <clare@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>, "Guide HçChat" <guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • Date: Wed, 7 Sep 2011 00:08:45 +0100

Hi Clare.

Oh thanks for all your love and support and you will always have my love and 
support to bless you and so will all my lovely friends for sure. OH I agree 
there's no place like home its lovely getting away but alwyas nice being back 
in your own surroundings especially I find I get so used to my own bed as well. 
 Ah bless Auntie Purl letting you watch x-factor as well as she isn't in to it 
and wouldn't watch it again.  OH yes baking is fun but eating it the best bit 
of course I agree there. Well its true pastry making is very tactile so perfect 
when you can't see.  Well I'm glad you both came across the interview of Glen 
by accident and I'm glad you both enjoyed it. I haven't heard what his speaking 
voice sounds like now only in his younger days on live recordings and things 
like that but I'm sure he's lovely bless him.   OH yes I'm so happy about home 
and away being back finally as well. OH I agree about no mails we miss 
every-one's news but I wouldn't want to come back to all those emails again 
like last time it would drive me balmy to even though we are all balmy already 
hahahaha.  Well I enjoyed BB and then dear friend Chris phoned us bless him Mrs 
Villa has himi going there for the week-end and because of my week-end away 
being ruined she has invited me to bless her she's a true friend for sure and I 
would do the same for any of my friends who were feeling low. AS well as going 
to Kent on Saturday with Jamie its next WEdnesday we were meant to be going to 
Waymouth and he knows how long I have yearned for the sea as I haven't seen 
enough of the sea this year so if he's letting me down over that to I will 
never ever forgive him for havign ruined the two days away I aws really looking 
forward to as well as tearing my heart out. I wish i had some-[one to cuddle up 
to me and keep me warm on these cold Winter nights.  OH all that talk about 
Vanessa and the flowers I must admit I felt a bit down when I read that because 
Jamie never did that for me  he never said what Malcolm said about Vanessa that 
he was proud to be seen out with me or said I was amazing or inspirational I 
wish he had been more like Malcolm and our lovely mucky duck 2 so lovely and 
expressive. I said to Jamie the other day that I've 'got lots of friends on the 
chat list who look out for me and he said why they don't even know you and I 
said I might not have met them but at least they know what women want and need. 
I've tried telling him many times but he never takes any notice.  I do miss 
Jamie and will do for a while I know its not the same as when some-one close to 
us has died but its still a sort of grieving process because looking forward to 
seeing him was somethign that always kept me going and getting calls from him 
and the odd thing on the chat list as well.  Well I have a nice day with Kate 
again tomorrow not sure where Karen is as its the third time she  hasn't been 
there but  it iwll be nice to get out and it will cheer me up and in the 
evening we have folk club again.  Well I look forward to hearing about your 
time at Janet's blind club as usual.

Take care and speak to you soon.

Lots of love and big hugs I sure need them at the moment.

Love Sarah xxxxxx

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