I can definitely understand that - Damon acknowledged that fact as a concern when we were leaving. I hope you're still looking forward to next week - > > Yeah, I guess you could take the e-mail as singling you out as the > problem child. Not intentional, that's for sure. There isn't any way > that one person could be responsible for a night like last night. It > takes group suckiness to sink to the depths we sank to. > I'm sure that I probably had a worse time of it than anyone else, > but then, I also spent the end of the night doing nothing. > > jimkaren@xxxxxxxxxxxx wrote: > > > Well, I feel a bit better, anyway. If > > you read your original email, it sure > > does look that way! :) > > > > To be honest, on two occasions last > > night, I felt like I was focusing too > > much on your characters to the > > detriment of Matt and Bobby. And I > > didn't mean what I said about "stopping > > playing to download stuff" seriously - > > I was just amazed at what's possible on > > PCs in an area that I was never aware > > of. > > > > It wasn't personal - Karen suffers from > > my geek syndrome all the time. :) > > > > My biggest concern is identifying areas > > where we can improve to keep everyone > > interested - I can help by remaining > > focused. I have one confession to > > make, though - it's really tough for me > > to make the time to read the 3rd > > edition books. > > > > If I could do that, I'd also be > > certified on about half a dozen > > technical areas as well. I'm just > > interested in too much stuff, with too > > little time to read everything. I'll > > always have characters who can't even > > use their own feats - > > > > > > > > I didn't mean to single you out > > as being the one that was a > > > problem. When I was writing it, when > > I was there last night, and when I > > > was driving home thinking about it, > > not once did I think, "Jim is the > > > problem." It was not in my mind. > > > You are correct, we do get > > together to have fun. But in the end, I > > > did not have fun last night. > > Usually, when I leave after we play, I > > > have had a blast. Last night, when I > > left, I had about three things I > > > would rather have done with my > > night. And that depressed me. > > > Again, I don't single Jim out. > > That wouldn't be accurate and it > > > wouldn't be fair. > > > > > > jimkaren@xxxxxxxxxxxx wrote: > > > > > > > Yes, you definitely got me on that > > > > one. I have to admit, Matt made me > > > > aware of something that really blew > > me > > > > away - it was just an honest > > reaction. > > > > I was also a bit petrified about job > > > > security last night - a lame excuse > > in > > > > a sense, but it was a distraction. > > > > > > > > I noticed in your original email > > that > > > > Matt & Damon were exempted for being > > > > ill, and that Bobby did what you > > > > expected - sorry for letting you > > down. > > > > But bottom line, aren't we just > > getting > > > > together to have fun anyway? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There was some role- playing > > > > towards the end of the evening, but > > it > > > > > was not important enough to > > warrant > > > > my presence. I can at least name > > > > > one time you ignored me. Cullen > > was > > > > addressing the group, and during > > > > > that you and Matt started looking > > at > > > > the computer and discussing it. > > > > > > > > > > jimkaren@xxxxxxxxxxxx wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > I agree it wasn't the best > > night, > > > > but I > > > > > > thought it went OK, anyway. Do > > you > > > > > > mean ignored role-playing wise, > > or > > > > > > ignored story/interaction wise? > > > > > > > > > > > > At least on my part, I remember > > Kage > > > > > > interacting with Cullen about > > the > > > > fight > > > > > > the last time, and Alturo with > > > > Cullen > > > > > > about the use of "fascinate". > > > > > > > > > > > > Kage also tried to start a > > > > discussion > > > > > > about Thor with Whilce - > > mostly, I'm > > > > > > trying to find out how I ignored > > > > you? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Synopsis: > > > > > > > After the battle last time > > > > with > > > > > > the driders, the Sigil was > > > > > > > discussing the need for > > > > leadership. > > > > > > During the discussion, Erebus > > > > > > > appeared in an illusionary > > form. > > > > > > Apparently it was difficult and > > > > > > > painful for him to manifest, > > but > > > > he > > > > > > was able to inform the group > > that > > > > > > > they were not on Toril. He > > also > > > > told > > > > > > them that the menace they had > > been > > > > > > > formed to defeat was on the > > same > > > > > > plane they were. Before more > > could > > > > be > > > > > > > revealed, Erebus appeared to > > > > shrivel > > > > > > up and implode into a pile of > > > > > > > leaves. Those leaves then > > formed > > > > > > into the visage of the god > > Fenrys, > > > > who > > > > > > > seized Kage, removing his > > powers > > > > as a > > > > > > cleric, and restoring him to a > > > > > > > druid. > > > > > > > Somewhat startled, the > > party > > > > > > decided to continue on their > > way to > > > > the > > > > > > > ilithid camp, hoping to learn > > more > > > > > > about how to reach the surface, > > as > > > > > > > well as information on Lo > > Pan, who > > > > > > appeared to be worshipped on > > this > > > > > > > world as a deity. Elizabeth > > had > > > > > > found some charts and notes in > > the > > > > > > > captain's cabin on board the > > ship > > > > the > > > > > > Sigil had used when they first > > > > > > > appeared on this world, which > > > > > > suggested that the people on the > > > > ship > > > > > > had > > > > > > > also been followers of Lo Pan. > > > > > > Deciding he was the menace the > > > > group had > > > > > > > been created to destroy, they > > > > needed > > > > > > to learn all they could about > > him. > > > > > > > The group continued > > through > > > > the > > > > > > caverns, until they reached a > > side > > > > > > > cavern. Tori, Neiris and Kage > > > > > > decided to quickly scout it out, > > > > while > > > > > > > the others continued. They > > found > > > > a > > > > > > series of rooms, connected > > > > > > > vertically by holes in the > > floors > > > > and > > > > > > ceilings. Kage explored them, > > > > > > > only to encounter a beholder. > > > > > > Fleeing, he engaged some of the > > > > > > > beholder's minions in combat, > > and > > > > he > > > > > > managed to defeat them, with the > > > > > > > help of Tori and Neiris. > > Soon the > > > > > > party was reunited. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > I don't know that > > discussing > > > > last > > > > > > night in great detail is > > > > > > > necessary, or that anyone > > really > > > > > > wants to. In my opinion, it was > > > > > > > certainly the worst night we > > have > > > > had > > > > > > since we started playing the > > Sigil > > > > > > > again, and possibly the worst > > > > night > > > > > > we have ever had playing the > > Sigil > > > > > > > (and I'm not exaggerating). > > For > > > > me, > > > > > > it boils down to one sentence; I > > > > > > > could have not shown up last > > > > night, > > > > > > and it would have made no > > > > > > > difference. I tried to role- > > play > > > > > > with the group, and was totally > > > > > > > ignored (except for Bobby; > > thank > > > > you > > > > > > for role-playing with me), and > > of > > > > > > > course, I sat and did nothing > > for > > > > the > > > > > > final 70 minutes, while everyone > > > > > > > else fought the beholder's > > > > minions. > > > > > > > To be fair, Matt and Damon > > > > > > weren't feeling well. But it > > was a > > > > > > > depressing night for me. I > > was > > > > in a > > > > > > great mood all day long, so it > > was > > > > > > > quite a letdown for me. > > > > > > > If anyone wishes to > > discuss > > > > last > > > > > > night, please let me know. > > > > > > > Otherwise, I'm going to leave > > it > > > > > > at, "It sucked", and walk away. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >