[tri-wings] Re: weekend trip

   LESA KLING <daltonprice@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote: 

.>> My heart is so cold from the pain. I want to smile again, but I am afraid 
to. I want to eat, but I feel guilty because my baby never could. I want to let 
go, but this is all I
haveleft. My memories are there, but they are just that. Memories. I visit
his grave everyday. I still sing to him. I smell his blanket.<< 
(((((Lesa))))) It's going to be a tough few days for you and whilst its good 
that your family are trying to show their love for you by paying for this,I'm 
sure they will understand if you dont feel like smiling.Eventually, you will 
find yourself smiling again and you will probably feel guilty the first time 
you realise you did it.Memories are the only thing that we all have left of our 
babies and they are so important to hold on to.I made a box which sits on my 
bedroom shelf with all the things I have that belong to my boys(hospital 
bands,baptism certificates,photos,etc.) and its the most precious of all my 
possessions.
Take care
big hugs
 



Mandy , mum to Matthew 9,Charlotte 8, and my two angels Gareth (t18 ^i^ Nov 
14th'99) and Dominic (cystic hygroma ^i^ July 23 '00) 
England UK www.geocities.com/baby2angels2000

"We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the 
reason for the journey, or miss a chance to see a rainbow on the way."
-- Gloria Gaither

    



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