[tri-wings] Re: tri-wings what if you can't move on?


HI guys,

My life stopped..............At least I felt like it did, because my life 
revolved around him. Now I had all this time on my hands. I still try to get 
through the day! Jacob has been gone now 2 1/2 years!! But I miss him so 
much.
After Jacob passed, I went to nursing school, he had only been gone for 3 
months. I got my CNA, then my CNA2. Now I'm thinking about getting my LPN. I 
want to move on, but I just can't seem to get the git-up-an-go!!
Finally, I called Hospice, and am presently getting started up with them. 
Maybe they can help. All the drs. wanted to do was give me drugs. That only 
slows down the grief seems to me.
We went to Compassionate Friends and it was wonderful!! I started a Jacob 
Lyda Resource Library for parents that needed information on any kind of 
disability. BUT........ I still can't get past it all. Jacob was 15 1/2 
years old. He was my life as well as Duane's. He made us who we are today. 
Now who are we??
I pray for God to help me have peace.

Blessings to you,
Reatha Lyda
Mom to Angel Jacob, T-19q and wife to my soulmate, Duane
Hendersonville NC 

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