[tri-wings] Re: tri-wings Digest V8 #43


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  i made myself sick over it. i guess 
this means i am not at the acceptance level yet.  i did not mean to write 
about myself, but it all came out so i guess it must matter.  looking for 
input/understanding/comments or reassurance, something i guess, from people 
i know have been where i am.  most people in my life just don't understand 
how any of this feels.>>>>>>>>>>>>


((((((((((((Pam))))))))))))))))

I cant offer words of wisdom but I understand, when I was pregnant with
Rebecca my best friends sister was also pregnant but a month or so more
along ( now they are a close Italian family that's how it ties in) anyway
Alaxandra was born in April and Rebecca in June, I cant stand that
girl....................she so reminds me of what I was " soposed to have"
doesn't help that she is beautiful and smart. The really weird thing is that
the mom lost her second child a number of years later,  just before
Rebecca's birthday, ( so its easy for me to rember)  so I always send her a
card or an email in rememberance.............she thinks I am wonderful,  but
is more that its just before rebecca's birthday and I know how people don't
remember perinatal loss, my friend knows how I feel about the other child
and why. But I continue to support  Tonia because I know so many don't for
perinatal loss ( he was about 24 weeks gestation) and now she supports me
with emails on Rebecca's angel day. So I understand how it is hard to be
happy for your sister.  Even with my sister and I ( not that we are close)
but she likes to rub it in  ( maybe its not intentional)  but when her
daughter was young, I remarked that she was really speaking well, she
replied " yes my friends think I should have her tested for gifted" come on
I have Rebecca T18 and Mark LDD/ ADD did she really have to tell me
that?????????????????/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but that goes along with the "I  am so
lucky my husband makes so much money I  don't have to work" and the " they
were so supportive of my dicision not to have Brock circumcised at Markham
stoville hospital " ( I had Mark circumcised)   ect ect ect


Oh my gosh you didn't mean to make it about you, and I dindnt mean to make
it about me ! :0)


Susan Mom to Rebecca T18 M 6/6/91-5/2/06 and Mark ADD/LD age 15






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