[tri-wings] thank you

 

Many of you were so kind to send a warm message to me about my birthday
request to God.  I wanted to say thank you for doing that.  This is a very
difficult time and it helps to have arms reaching out to me from across the
globe.    Today I placed a letter I had written for Simon and put it on his
grave for anyone who visits to read.  Here it is for all of you to see. 
Hopeno one minds to much.    My Sweet Simon What are you doing up in heaven?
Is your hair still as soft and dark as it was when you were on earth? Do you
remember me and how I sang to you? Sweet little one, I know you must.  I
tried so hard to show you love and make your life have meaning while you
werehere.  I tried to be strong for you and not show you I was in pain.  My
heart was and still is full of love for you.  You gave me a special gift
Simon.  You taught me courage I never knew I had.  You taught me how to be
thankful and not demanding. You reminded me of how to forgive and let go of
the past.  Oh me little love, thank you for coming to me e and allowing me
tohold you.  Thank you for giving me your precious little smile and reaching
out to me when you would hear my voice.  Thank you for touching so many
livesin your short time here.   Mommy is so sorry you had to endure some
pain.  I desperately tried to stop it when it came.  I did all I could to
comfort you when you were hurting.  I am sorry I broke down those last
moment.  I could not help it sweetie.  I tried, really I did.   If I could
have anything I wanted now, I would ask for a dream of you in heaven.. I
would love to feel you in my arms one more time.  Most of all though, I want
to see how happy you are and tell you...Mommy will always love you.   Until
we meet again little one, I kiss you in my heart each night.   Mommy   ---
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