[tri-wings] spilling the beans

today i finally told my husband darrell, and now i want to say it "out loud".  
i seem to be pregnant.  this in spite of using birth control.  darrell and i 
were not quite ready for this, but apparently now is the time.  i just did my 
tests sunday and again wednesday because i felt there must be some error.  i 
had not told darrell right away because of our most recent loss.  it was hard 
not telling him, but he was so busy/upset.  i will soon go for a dating 
ultrasound and i am quite afraid.  being pregnant is supposed to be such a joy, 
but now holds some apprehension.    
anyway, darrell is still in shock and i am just tired and somewhat naseous.  it 
is too early to tell most people, but this is such a different place on the 
list.  i know that all of you understand our concerns and fears.  i don't think 
we will be telling other people for a while until we are sure all is well.  i 
am afraid some of our family will be insensitive and critical and i will not 
handle it well.

so, penny, you no longer have a secret!!

pam mum to t 13 angel tyler, kira 3, and now a new little one who should arrive 
in the spring
elora ontario  
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