[tri-wings] Re: sadness and stuff

I too struggle with honoring my son and dealing wiht my grief.  When I dont
think about what  has transpired, I do much better.  But then I feel guilty
for trying to forget what has happened.  Like I am forgetting my son Tyler
by trying to not think about the grief.  I dont  know how to find the
balance between always honoring Tyler and trying to deal with all the grief

Erin
Mother to Tyler Joel(t-18) 3/1/06 born to heaven

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[mailto:tri-wings-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx]On Behalf Of Sonya Nuri
Sent: Thursday, April 13, 2006 10:52 AM
To: Tri-wings List
Subject: [tri-wings] sadness and stuff


I don't really know what I want to write, but I'm feeling alone in my
sadness. I think there's a feeling...maybe it's just me, maybe it really is
others too, I don't know... that I need to be getting over Kahlil and moving
on. In some ways, I understand that grief has its own time table, and that
my grief will never really end at all. In other ways, I really need to go to
work every day and pay my bills and do day to day living stuff like that.
Where is the balance between honoring my son and my grief, and getting on
with things? Is there a balance? Is it possible to do both things at once?
If so, how? If not, how do I cry but still pay my bills and feed myself? I'm
confused and sad.
  --Sonya

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