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Hi,
   
  My name is Anne Marie.  My husband, Larry, and  I have 5 kids (11, 7, 4, 3, 
1) and our little angel, baby Kelly.  Kelly was stillborn 2 weeks ago.  She was 
diagnosed with T-18 when I was 32 weeks pregnant.
   
  Although we knew that she may not live long or survive childbirth, I thought 
she would come home with us for a while, as her ultrasounds didn't show any 
major heart anomilies or other problems.  It was very hard to leave the 
hospital without her.
   
  Another thing I am struggling with now is guilt.  It is funny, because I am 
not angry or asking why us?, but am mostly feeling sad and somewhat guilty.  I 
keep wondering if I should have had a c-section and if that would have 
prolonged her life.
   
  Anyway, that is part of our story.....I am sorry for all of you and your 
losses...and I wish we were meeting under different circumstances.
   
  Anne Marie Lillwitz
  Aurora, Il
       
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