[tri-wings] Re: need to know

Lesa,


> I need to know if anyone saw my first post?  Did I do it right?

You are doing fine.

>Sorry if I am so doom and gloom.  I just
> ache so badly to hold my baby again.

No need to apologize.  We have all been where you are now, and it hurts!!!
I remember all to well those intensely painful days where I felt my heart
was being ripped out of my chest.  The muscles around my heart literally
ached.  The bring me to my knees crying.  The crying until you thought you
could cry no more.  The absent-mindedness, the fog that seem to loom over my
head.  My arms literally ached to hold my Jordan once again.

Be gentle with yourself.  Grief is very hard, draining work both emotionally
and physically, and unfortunately necessary to help us in healing.

((HUGS))

Take care, Jan(Proud mother of Jordan), Jonathan-9 years old, Jasmine-5
years old, and Jillian born 11-29-00(Proud siblings of Jordan), and
John(Proud daddy of Jordan)

"A person is a person, no matter how small."
Dr. Seuss

"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future."
Lord of the Rings

Our love is not measured by the time we had, but by what will be felt in our
hearts forever.
http://pages.prodigy.net/janjohn83/jordan.htm
Jordan's Page - Born/Died July 5, 1999



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