[tri-wings] Re: my birthday

 
  LESA KLING <daltonprice@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote: 

.<< If I can not see him, I ask you to allow me to feel
his presence somehow. Just let me feel how at peace he is and let me tell him 
mommy loves him just once more. <<
(((((Lesa)))))  

As I read through your mail I couldnt help but think of this poem that someone 
sent to me just after we  had kissed goodbye to Dominic. Just thought it may 
bring you some comfort ...

 

Mother,please don't mourn for me;
I'm still here ,though you don't see.
I'm right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.

My body is gone but I'm always near
I'm everything you feel,see or hear.
My spirit is free,but i'll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.

I'll never wander out of your sight--
I'm the brightest star on a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach--
I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach.

I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around,
And the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond--
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.

I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring;
The first warm raindrop that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine.

When you start thinking there's no one to love you,
You can talk to me through the Lord above you.
I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.

I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see on a baby's face.
Just look for me ,Mummy.
I'm everyplace!

Author unknown

big hugs and wishes for  peaceful birthday on Thursday


 

 
 
  LESA KLING <daltonprice@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote: 

Some one in here posted recently about Therapy 2. Well this has really got
me thinking. I posted to all of you what I would do if I had 24 hours with
my Simon about seeing him in a dream. My birthday is this Thursday and if I
could have ANYTHING this year it would be to dream of Simon in heaven. I
have not had a single dream of him yet. I miss him so much. I really hate
my birthdays anymore. Every year for the past 6 years something tragic has
taken place on or very close to it. This year is the worst by far Losing
himjust last month. Guess it is silly for me to expect a birthday to be fun
because I am going to be 38, but you know it is the only day we can truly
call our own. I just wish I could have some peace for a change on this day. 
God gave me such a wonderful gift by blessing me with Simon. I prayed to
hold him alive and have the chance to share him with family and the church. 
I got that and so much more which is more than many get with a trisomy
child. But now I am asking God for just one more thing with my Simon. I
askhim to let me see him in my sleep for my birthday. I need to feel Simon
again. I need to touch him or to just see how happy he is. You see I
already know he is happy, but I want to dream of it. So I guess what I am
asking of all of you is to please pray for this on my behalf. It is all I
want for my birthday. A big request I know, but I so much ache for it. I
realize many do not dream of their precious little ones that have passed for
quite some time. But as I said, it is my birthday. I really am dreading
it. I need it to be special for a change. Please Lord, I ask you to allow
me to dream of Simon. If I can not see him, I ask you to allow me to feel
his presence somehow. Just let me feel how at peace he is and let me tell
him mommy loves him just once more. Thank you Father. Lesa ---
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Mandy , mum to Matthew 9,Charlotte 8, and my two angels Gareth (t18 ^i^ Nov 
14th'99) and Dominic (cystic hygroma ^i^ July 23 '00)     England .UK .

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