[tri-wings] made it

 

My birthday has come to an end thank God.  I am so glad it is over with. 
Funny thing is I honestly thought I was only 38 and discovered I am really
39!!!!  Is that funny or what?!  :-)))     I went to Simons grave today and
just sat there for a while and talked to him.  I guess he could not hear me,
but felt good to just let myself go for a few.  I did not get the dream I so
desperately wanted of him in heaven.  Instead, I dreamed of me in a
graveyardsearching and digging through all the grass for his tombstone. 
Veryweird.  Very empty feeling when I awoke.  Not at all what I had asked
forin the way of a dream.  Far from it to say the least.  I feel as if I am
losing my mind.  I thought I was doing much better.  But now I am reminded I
have only been hiding my pain.  Still hurting so much.   God please help me. 
  Lesa   --- daltonprice@xxxxxxxxxxxxx[1] --- EarthLink: It's your Internet.
  



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