[tri-wings] Re: just need to share (pam)

Pam,
    To tell you the truth, I don't know if I'm safe with him any more. Where 
did my loving husband go? I don't understand why he is so hateful towards me. 
Then, 10mins. later he acts like nothing happen. I tried telling him how 
lonely I feel but, he just doesn't seem to care. He's never home more then an 
hour 
at a time. I want to stay and work things out but then I'm so unhappy and he 
brings me down. He's never hit me, this is the first for him to act like this. 
It almost makes me think his on something. I'm on meds. for my nerves. I have 
a issue with cleaning all the time after work. I go and talk to someone every 
Thursday. We just got him an appointment. It's next week. I just want to wait 
and see if he'll go and if he takes his meds. right. I'm not going to circle 
around his needs and wants. I need to think of myself and my son. I'm always 
worrying about him and what he is doing. Why, I have no clue. If he doesn't go 
and talk to someone about his problem with me then, I'm leaving. Which really 
sucks. I love him and I want this to work but I can't keep letting him walk all 
over me. I feel so used. He makes me feel down and sorry for myself. I have 
never felt like this before. Email me Pam if you get a chance. 

Ambre: Mother to Gage(9) & Gabriella T-13 full: 10/6/04-12/1/04


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