[tri-wings] Re: just checking in.(long)

To Julie, 
 You poor thing my heart really goes out to you, to have lost one baby is 
hard enough but to have lost two, life is just not fair. I have recently lost 
my 
little boy William (4months pg) to Edward's syndrome well i say lost i had to 
make that horrible decision to carry on with the pregnancy or not, it was the 
worst thing ever, he was so wanted. But the hospital said he wouldn't even 
last a day and then he would have suffered, but i feel guilty, i wonder what 
would have happened if we had made a different decision. Would he of lasted 
longer? i don't know we take what the doctors say. I feel lonely and empty. but 
at 
least i got to see William and kiss him goodnight. But it doesn't get any 
easier it's been 4 and a half weeks now and i still feel as though my whole 
would 
has fallen apart. The only thing thetas kept me going is my 3 year old son 
Harrison if it wasn't for him i don't know what i would have done. Just 
remember 
your baby's are always with you perhaps not in body but in your heart and you 
will always be their Mummy! You are not alone with how you are feeling even 
though you probably feel it if you ever need a chat we are all here to listen, 
this site has really helped me through things and i hope it does for you.
Speak to you soon 
Love Sharon wife to my lovely husband Daren,
Mummy to my little man Harrison and my little angel William.


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