[tri-wings] just checking in.(long)

hi idont post much but i do read all the emails.
im finding a wee bit hard at the mo trying to understand why ive lost 2
babys.
craig at 5 months pg and a mc at 9 weekspg.
last year was so hard on me that i dont know how i got to the end off the
year.
with being sick for ages crying anger feeling gilty blaming myself.
you dont realise until you have had a loss the pain and heartach that comes
with it.
andrew has been great if anything its brought us closer made us stronger.
it wasnt just my loss but his as well.
callum is such a wonderful little 2 year old and is comming on leaps and
bounds all the time.
thank god he is still young enough that he dosnt understand why mummy has
been upset.
but we will tell him of craig and share the little menories we have.


julie mummy to craig triplody syndrome 17.03.2002
callum douglas 2.03.2001
baby gillan 19.12.2002.
baby due 13th nov 2003.
loving wife of amdrew lewis.

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