[tri-wings] hello everone.. Good news

Hey everyone, 
  Well i hope everyone is doing good, I am doing ok i guess. Well today i got 
a call from the hospital Kasidy was at and my insurance finally picked up the 
rest of her bills in full, so i owe nothing, which is a huge weight of my 
shoulder now. So that kind of made my day. Well I had a question is it normal 
to 
feel guilty, I mean lately i have and i wantno one around me, I want to be my 
self, and I don't know why. I also don't know hot to handle all these holidays 
coming up, I mean I planned on her being here and she isn't, and it realy 
depresses me and bothers me. So i wan just woundering for those who kids are up 
with god, what do u guys do to help you, not trying to get personal, just 
woundering cuz this the first holiday and all, and i am having a hard time with 
it. 
Also i am not trying to be rude, but at times I am mad a t God, and don't 
understand why, and i used to be involve with church alot, and u think know i 
would be even more, but i am not it's like I don't feel right to go, is this 
weird, but i want to change this. but it's how i feel. Well sorry so long and 
kind 
of personal. Talk to u guys later.
Nicole-mum to kasidy ^i^ 7-28-03
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