[tri-wings] Re: bad day

Same thing happen to me today. A lady from one of the libraries that I don't 
stop at much, asked me how the baby was. I told her that she had passed. Of 
course you could tell she was very uncomfortable. Then, she asked how she had 
died. That is the worst. I told her she had T-13 full. She didn't know what 
that 
was, so I went into a five min. talk about Trisomy. It was easy, until I left 
and got into my van. Then, it hit hard. Gabby will never be with me. She is 
gone forever. It hurt so bad. I cried all day long. God, I miss her. How are 
you suppose to answer someone with out coming off as a _____. So, my day really 
was hard. Coming home to a house that my baby was in all of her life. Makes me 
closer to her. But, days like today are unspeakable. I know your pain.

Ambre: Mother to Gage(9) & Gabriella T-13 full: 10/6/04-12/1/04


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