[tri-wings] Trying to cope

Hello.  My name is Nikia and my husband and I lost our son, Jason, to Trisomy 
13 on September 5, 2006.  Jason was born September 2 and weighed 4lbs and 14 
ounces.  He was such a handsome little guy!  When he was born, the doctors 
wisked him away.  I never got to hold him that day or the next one.  I didn't 
understand what could be wrong seeing how I went to every doctor's appointment, 
ate right, exercised, and got plenty of rest.  The doctor never suspected any 
type of problems. I am really having a hard time with this.  I want to be 
strong for my family, but I find it really hard at times.  My husband's name is 
Terrence and we have a 2 year old named Kalia.  I really want her to be okay 
and not see me being so sad all the time.  She's like a sponge and picks up on 
every emotion and every action.  Jason was here only 3 days and already he has 
had a very big impact on so many people in so many ways.  It's amazing.  I know 
that God doesn't make mistakes and we will never
 understand why he had to go, still, it all hurts really bad.  Worst of all, my 
husband is in the Army and he's set to be deployed in November for a whole 
year!  How exactly am I supposed to deal with all this?  I would appreciate if 
anyone would write me back.  
  Nikia Grant
  Dallas, Tx
                
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