[tri-wings] Think i Jinxd myself

Ok guys you know how I told you guys I was pregnant, well I think I
jinxd myself after all.  I started bleeding yesterday and just like the
previous miscarriage they aren't worried until they find out if my lvls
are decreasing or not. =20
I am worried and think I am back to square one.  At least my hubby is
being optimistic.  I wish I could, I don't know how to stop feeling like
I lost another.=20
I keep saying I am done after this but a part of me really wants to try
and have another the only bad thing is that I feel like I lose a small
portion of my soul and heart with each loss. =20
Any advise guys?  I don't know what to do or think. =20
=20
Marianne
Mom to Anthony (5) Jun 4th 2001, Christian (T13) 9-29/10-1-05, and baby
EDD 22 Jun 07
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