[tri-wings] Stress!!!!

hello everyone, 
  How is everyone doing, I feel like i can never catch up on this list 
server. Well i hope everyone is doing good. Well i am ok but to much stress. I 
told 
myself this year was going to be good for me and it don't seem like that so 
far, I just found out my dad lost his job again, it been like this since Sept 
11 
and he is moving to N carloina and i don't know to go or stay, I mean he is 
going to help get a place and stuff but leaving my dad and lil sis will be so 
hard. I mean it has always been me and my sisters since my mom left when i was 
6 but my dad is truck driver, so gone alot, i pretty much have raised my 
lilttle sis and i feel guilty if i don't go with her cuz i am her female figure 
in 
her life,
But then again i want to stay here with my twin and countinue i don't know 
anyone up there. I wish he wasn't going so far either, I don't know sorry to 
ramble but had to vent i guess. I hate life at times and just wish i would have 
one year of postive or good year i fell like i am so young but have ben through 
so much more negative than postive and i hate it  so much. well guys sorry to 
vent and hope to talk to u guys soon 
Love,
Nicole 
mum to kasidy ( Full Trisomy 13)
^i^ 7-1-03 - 7-28-03
Will always have you in my heart baby girl
mommy loves so so much!!!!
vist us-www.babiesonline.com/babies/k/kasidy

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