Dear Dawn,
I remember when Jono was born I felt like I was in a bit of a fugue for a
few weeks like ok I have this new baby (was anaemic too so really tired) and
I was just living from day to day it was just a year after Louise was born
and I think I was very much still in grief and yes I did feel less 'bonded'
to him. But now I am as bonded to him as any of the others. So it will
pass, I think it's a little bit of self protection too like don't get too
close cause you know what can happen!!!!
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get!"
Forrest Gump's mother.
"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow
in Australia"
Charles Schultz.
Tracey RN/CM <///><, Mum to Jennie 15, Louise T18 (in heaven July 2nd 1990),
Jono 12, Jesse 9, Jimmy the angel dog, Millie the magnificent (Dogus
Ecstaticus), Pippa the perfect (puppius perfecticus) and most grateful wife
to David my soulmate and best friend.
Bobs Farm, NSW, Australia
Homepage - www.geocities.com/cuddlefishtoo/index.html
Our God Reigns
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