[tri-wings] Re: Not quite a therapy question~Deanna

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From: "Sue Whitehead" <susan@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
> We took a video of  Susanna when she was with us and I used to look at it
> all the time.  I haven't watched it for years now though because it hurts
> too much.

Sue,
I know what you mean about the video.  We haven't watched Brandon's video
since a month after losing him.  Now, it's been so long I'm afraid to watch
it.  I know I'll be a wreck.  But it's a comfort knowing that I have it.  I
think the grandmas would like to see it, but I can't even bring myself to
take it out of the hope chest.
Deanna,
We didn't know before Brandon was born that he had T18, but I remember
hurting so much when I finally washed the last of the clothes he had worn
because I couldn't smell him anymore.  It was definitely a setback, but
thank God we have our precious pictures.  If I want to feel close to him I
just stare at his sweet little face in a picture and I could just melt.

Shelly - mommy to Brandon (7/10/92-8/8/92)
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