[tri-wings] Re: New to wings-long

Sandi and Aaron,

> My Jonah Ethan was born on April 19, 2002 lived for a few short minutes
and went to heaven.

What a handsome little boy you have.  Thank you for sharing his story and
pictures with us.  I am sure my daughter Jordan and the rest of the angels
welcomed him into Heaven with open arms and lots of fun.

I am sorry that he could not stay with you longer.

> It wasn't until 3 weeks after Jonah was gone that the world sorta started
feeling so unstable. This last week has been a emotional week. The grief
takes on a deeper place and meaning after all the planning and go go go is
over. I am doing much better simply becasue I have lost the expectation to
get back to "normal" What ever that is. Day by day is how we are living our
life and I think I will keep it that way even as things get easier.

I too held it together until after all the planning and funeral was over.
Then I feel apart, and I felt grief just poured over me like a storm.  This
grief journey is definitely a roller coaster ride.  Some times up, then
down, etc.  You are right "normal" as we knew it is in the past, and will
never return.  We now live with a new "normal", and after almost 3 years I
am still figuring out what that new normal is.  If you find going day to day
is overwhelming sometimes you may have to go minute by minute, or hour by
hour.  We are here for you when you need to vent, scream, cry, or laugh.
((HUGS))

Take care, Jan(Proud mother of Jordan), Jonathan-9 years old, Jasmine-5
years old, and Jillian born 11-29-00(Proud siblings of Jordan), and
John(Proud daddy of Jordan)

"A person is a person, no matter how small."
Dr. Seuss

"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future."
Lord of the Rings

Our love is not measured by the time we had, but by what will be felt in our
hearts forever.
http://pages.prodigy.net/janjohn83/jordan.htm
Jordan's Page - Born/Died July 5, 1999














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