[tri-wings] Re: Mrs Mandy Ryan :)

>  This is my second Christmas without my angel Haley.  She was born on
 > Sept 10, 02.  Her due date was Jan 26, 03.

>  I have so many regrets...and so much grief
> still bottled up inside...sometimes I feel like I am dealing with it
> incredibly well, and then other times, I just fall apart..I feel like I
want to run
> away, that if my baby girl isnt here, I dont want to be either.

(((Corinne))) I wish I had some magic words to comfort you.  It is O.K. to
want
to run away sometimes even when we know we can't.  No one wants to keep
hurting.  It's in our human nature to fight or flee. You love Haley with all
your heart and she knows that.  Be easy on yourself.  There is no timetable
for grieving.  Thank goodness

Ann mom to Sarah (11), Beth (9), Mark (6), Brian (4)
& beloved Michelle T18 (4/1/03-10/26/03) wife to Joel
Overland Park, Kansas   USA

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He
didn't trust me so much."
Mother Teresa

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