[tri-wings] Re: Mexico - the land for lushes

> I would agree with that. I have been to Ixtapa twice and it is my favorite
> place in Mexico to visit.  
> 
> Was going on a trip okay or was it hard?

Oh yes I know that feeling.  Yes it does eventually fade - hasn't gone away 
yet, but it fades.  You get to a point where you understand that your baby 
wouldn't want you to be sad all of the time.  Anywhere you go, you're baby goes 
with you, so why not be somewhere that is hot sunny and beautiful.  It was 
really neat to incorporate the Church into the trip - really made me feel close 
to Jess and probably took some of that guilt away too.  Mandy posted a really 
neat poem not too long ago about an angel whose candle is burned out - maybe 
she will post it again (sorry I thought I saved it)

You will smile again, but give yourself time.  It's not even been 2 months, try 
not to be hard on yourself.  Greiving takes a lifetime, there are just 
different phases and you will naturally progress.  

lotsoflove
Deanna~~~...~
wife to Mike, mom to Nicole 14, Jake 10, and  Jessica 5/4/02 (our precious 
angel -t18)
Coal Valley, IL USA
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