Dear Megan, You have had such a tough time. I can't imagine how you've gone through that at 19. I'm only 21, one of the youngest on the list so if you need to talk I will be here (not that I'm calling anyone else old). I haven't lost a child but my sister Demi lost her baby Connor last week to full T18, 1 week before she was due to give birth. I was with her through her pregnancy and acted as an honourary dad as she is a single mum. I laid my head on her belly to speak to Connor and to feel him kick and felt like I knew him, like he was a part of me. I miss him so much. So, I know I can't even begin to understand what you have gone, and are going through but I still have suffered at the hand of these horrible conditions. Good luck with your new baby. I'm sure everything will be just fine, you deserve some happiness. Take care Tamara > _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. Building ___ooOOoo__ Rainbows www.trisomyonline.org Families Helping Families On-line