[tri-wings] Megan

 


Dear Megan 


When I joined this list, i thought I was so much younger than everyone else,
at 23.  I think you are so brave to have gone through this at 19.  I spose
you just grow up really really fast. 

<<and like everyone else i didnt know what to do with myself after he died
>>

Thats exactly how I feel, so Im just spending all my time either in bed or
atthe PC.  I spose its early days for me, but if you could give me any
advice, I would be grateful.  I know its so hard when all your friends are
just going out partying and carrying on like nothings happened but you feel
your life has ended.  People keep wanting me to do stuff and I just cant. 
Plus Im ill which doesnt help I spose, but it at least gives me a legitimate
excuse to stay in bed. <<i knew at 5 months that my son was going to die and
that is the worst thing u can find out when your boyfriend has left u and
allu want is a healthy baby>> 

I could be writing this.  My boyfriend left too and I just kept thinking
everything would be fine cos at least I had my baby.  And then a few weeks
later they told me he was going to die. 

 <<he lived 8 days with people staring at him annd everything else>> 

Oh Megan Im so sorry.  Well Im glad he lived at least a little while but Im
sorry he was not treated with the respect he deserved. 

 <<and people calling me theres that babys mum it hurts alot and i could not
spend alot of time with him>> 

Megan Im so sorry all this had to happen.  At least with Connor, eveeryone
was very nice and no-one made me feel like he was being stared at or
anything.  Everyone acted like he was normal. 

 <<i am 9 weeks pregnant now and i am hoping everything goes alright >>

Im sure everything will be fine with this new little one.  I will be keeping
my fingers crossed for you. Please let us know how things are going.  I hope
they are taking good care of you at the hospital this time around.  Usually
when you have lost a baby they give you more appointments to make sure.  

Good luck,Demi 
Mummy to ickle angel Connor Adam (full T18 - 11/06/01) 


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