[tri-wings] Re: Mandy's secret

 
 bh54901@xxxxxxxxxx wrote:


> 
>> I think being single sounds so much easier but God intended us to have a 
>> partner for support in this sometimes crazy world.<<

Thanks LouAnn and in many ways being single is far easier but its far lonelier 
too.Cant honestly say that I missed the sex bit but I'm a hugger and need to be 
hugged.So maybe thats why he is built like a huge teddy bear(dont worry he 
knows what I was going to say cause I tell him every last snippet of info from 
my online family)

 
>> Say hello from all of us on line-<<

He feels like he knows you all anyhow cause I told him first ground rule was 
that he doesnt take me away from my online family.(he saw all the cards and 
thought I was some kind of refugee with contacts back home in the US lol).Steve 
detested me being here and did all he could to tell me that I should have moved 
on.Baz lost his daughter 15 years ago and still hurts so he understands why I 
need to be here.Boxing Day would have been Dominic's due date had he survived 
and I held it in until late afternoon and then just one small moment and the 
flood gates were open...both of us in floods of tears and that was pretty damn 
special cause he never even knew Dominic.Just having someone there to hold me 
and tell me that it was ok to cry was worth a million dollars.I had chatted 
with Pete a few days before and he had remembered too and it meant so much that 
two guys who werent even around when Dominic gained his wings were there but 
hurt that bit more too cause his daddy wouldnt even have given him a second 
thought.

Feeling a bit emotional today as you can probably tell....!!

big hugs




Mandy,mum to Matthew 10,Charlotte 8 , Gareth (t18 ^i^ Nov 14th'99) Dominic 
(Cystic Hygroma ^i^ July 23rd '00) and soon to be mum of our "special little 
someone" (England UK)

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"Who then can so softly bind up the wound of another as he who has felt the 
same wound" - Thomas Jefferson 


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