[tri-wings] Re: Lack of pregnancy/feeling sorry for myself

Katie,

I waited three cycles after Zachary's birth to try and get pregnant.  I
started in March and ended up getting pregnant in August.  I was so
frustrated that I ended up seeing an acupuncturist who was an ob/gyn as
well.  At one of my visits, he told me I was ovulating and to go home and
try.  Five days later, he felt my pulse and told me was 80% sure that I was
pregnant but to wait the month to test.  Sure enough, I was.  I was very
skeptical at first about the acupuncture, but I do feel now that it put my
mind at ease knowing that I was doing something proactive.  I know the
frustration and the anguish.  The only thing that I could comfort myself
with whenever I got AF was that at least I did get it and there was always
the chance to try again that month.  I'll be sending good thoughts your way,
Katie.

Joyce, mom to Zachary 11/15/00-11/20/00, Matthew (04/24/02 1 already) wife
to Alan

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From: tri-wings-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
[mailto:tri-wings-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx]On Behalf Of Larry & Kathryn
Wheat
Sent: Tuesday, September 23, 2003 11:18 PM
To: tri-wings@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: [tri-wings] Lack of pregnancy/feeling sorry for myself


Well I want to vent for a few because I know you will listen and know how I
feel. Well some of you know Larry and I have been trying for another child
since about 2 months after losing Abigail. Well 6 months ago we started a
low end fertility med called Clomid because I was not having AF on the same
cycle every month and that makes it very hard to try to have a baby when you
don't know when you are ovulating. Well today again I started my AF. I'm
just so frustrated on trying. I just don't know what we are doing wrong at
all. I have been told to relax and I did that. This past 2 months I stopped
writing down when I started and also did not use our fertility monitor too.
I just went with the flow and enjoyed myself. That has not worked at all. So
maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself I don't know. I just don't know what
God has instore for us and why we are not able to be blessed with another
child. I'm not mad at God at all so please don't think that. I pray to him
every day
  about this and I sometime feel I should quite, but I know that is not what
I want to do or what he wants me to do. Well that is my fit for the month
and I will now go crawl back into my hole for the week while AF is here.
Thanks for letting me vent. You guys are such great friends and it is great
to have you here.
God Bless,
Katie
Larry & Kathryn parents to Abigail Renee ^i^ 8/9/02 Full T-18
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"May the Lord of peace himself give you His peace no matter  what happens.
The Lord be with you all."
 2 Thessalonians 3:16
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