[tri-wings] Re: Lack of pregnancy/feeling sorry for myself

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From: "Larry & Kathryn Wheat" <klwheat@xxxxxxxxxxx>


> Well I want to vent for a few because I know you will listen and know how
I feel. <<


((((((((((((((((((((((Katie)))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry, I know that feeling so well also.  We tried for 2 1/2 years to
get Jessica, and it took 9 months for this one.  I know that day of the
month is so aggrivating, and it just seems to enhance the loss of our angels
as well.  Have you talked to your Doctor since you went on the clomed?  I
don't know anything about it, because Mike would never go the next step - he
figured that we had two healthy ones already and if it wasn't meant to be
then it wasn't going to happen.  Both times it happened is when I had
totally given up - not just telling myself I was done, but actually in my
heart giving up.  I don't feel like this is something you have any control
of - I too tried to "relax" before and tell myself we were done, but until I
actually accepted it, it didn't happen.  Don't know how this can help you,
but just know that we do understand and if there was anything I could do for
you I would.  Good luck.

lotsoflove
Deanna~~~.~
wife to Mike, mom to Nicole 15, Jake 11, and  Jessica 5/4/02 (our precious
angel -t18) and our special BIG little bundle arriving 10/23/03!!!
Coal Valley, IL USA
Meet Jessica @ http://home.att.net/~warpehoski


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