Well I want to vent for a few because I know you will listen and know how I
feel. Well some of you know Larry and I have been trying for another child
since about 2 months after losing Abigail. Well 6 months ago we started a low
end fertility med called Clomid because I was not having AF on the same cycle
every month and that makes it very hard to try to have a baby when you don't
know when you are ovulating. Well today again I started my AF. I'm just so
frustrated on trying. I just don't know what we are doing wrong at all. I have
been told to relax and I did that. This past 2 months I stopped writing down
when I started and also did not use our fertility monitor too. I just went with
the flow and enjoyed myself. That has not worked at all. So maybe I'm just
feeling sorry for myself I don't know. I just don't know what God has instore
for us and why we are not able to be blessed with another child. I'm not mad at
God at all so please don't think that. I pray to him every day about this and I
sometime feel I should quite, but I know that is not what I want to do or what
he wants me to do. Well that is my fit for the month and I will now go crawl
back into my hole for the week while AF is here. Thanks for letting me vent.
You guys are such great friends and it is great to have you here.
God Bless,
Katie
Larry & Kathryn parents to Abigail Renee ^i^ 8/9/02 Full T-18
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"May the Lord of peace himself give you His peace no matter what happens. The
Lord be with you all."
2 Thessalonians 3:16
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