[tri-wings] Re: Jan-Rhonda

Rhonda,

> I visited Jordan's site the other night and I love it.  Everything about
> it is sooooooo beautiful.  Jordan is so pretty and her little sister is
> so cute and looks just like her

Thank you so very very much for your kind and sweet e-mail!  Thank you also
for saying Jordan and Jillian look alike.  My husband and I, and two other
people have thought and said the same thing.  Even now that Jillian is
almost a year old she still looks like Jordan.  I sometimes wonder how much
of a glimpse of what Jordan would look like I am seeing with Jillian.  I
wonder if people would think they look like twins, or if people would say
they could definitely tell they are sisters.  Funny, but my oldest son and
daughter look more alike, and Jordan and Jillian look more alike.

> I enjoyed your writings very much it makes me want to get busy and update
> Kaylee's, I just havent had it in me.  Today I woke up and feel so much
> different than I have in months.  I really feel motivated to get some
> things done and make a difference for a change.  I have been in a rut for
> a while now.  I hope I feel this way tomorrow although it will be
> Kaylee's 5month anniversary :o(

(((((Rhonda))))) boy do I remember those anniversary days.  I hope today was
gentle on you.  Even after almost 2 1/2 years I still want to add and change
things on Jordan's page, but have to wait for the right time.  As a matter
of fact, I have two pages I want to add, and have for about a month now.
Sometimes I am so motivated to add and change things on Jordan's page, but I
have writers block or I cannot seem to express what I really want to say so
I wait.  Then there are other times, I know what I want to say or do, but
just have no time or energy to do it.  Sometimes it can take some time to
get everything working together.  So do not get discourage or feel bad if
you do not get it done when and how you want to.  It will happen when the
time is right.  I know Kaylee is proud of everything you have and will do
for her.  She knows how much her mom loves her, and it is not measured in
when and if her page gets updated.

From time to time we all get into ruts.  They are not fun, but I am
convinced, as much as I hate to admit it, that they are a part of our
healing and grieving process.  I was in a rut after Jordan's 2nd
birthday/angel day.  As hard as it is it did though help me to heal a little
more, and taught me more about the lessons of life that Jordan has taught me
from the moment I found out something was wrong with her.  Those lessons
that make you a better person, but you wish you did not have to learn them
through so much pain.

Take care, Jan(Proud mother of Jordan), Jonathan-8 years old, Jasmine-5
years old, and Jillian born 11-29-00(Proud siblings of Jordan), and
John(Proud daddy of Jordan)

"A person is a person, no matter how small."
Dr. Seuss

Our love is not measured by the time we had, but by what will be felt in our
hearts forever.
http://pages.prodigy.net/janjohn83/jordan.htm
Jordan's Page - Born/Died July 5, 1999














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