[tri-wings] Re: Hope everyone had a good Easter it was a difficult day for me.

Stacy,
I too think about the fact that my little Tyler is not at the grave.  He is
in heaven.  So, i find it funny that I have to talk to him at his grave, i
really could talk to him anywhere. But then i realize, that having a grave
helps us.  Its a place where we can go and  and feel secure in knowing that
is our baby's place.  We laid our baby to rest there and so badly we want to
hold our babies again.  So, it makes sense that want to talk to our baby at
the grave. It was where we saw them last.

Erin
Mother to Tyler Joel (t-18) born to heaven 3/3/06

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Just wanted to say that I hoped everyone had a good Easter. We took fresh
flowers and Easter eggs to Jamin's grave. I left him an Easter egg with my
kids
pictures inside (?) not sure why I know he can't really see the pictures but
it
feels good to do things like that. I guess it feels like the only way we can
communicate with him. It's weird that we are drawn to leave things at the
grave and communicate at the grave but common sense tells us he is not
there. It
was extremely hard to visit. He is in a baby section of the cemetery so I
seen
all the Easter eggs and candy on most of the tiny graves. My mind was racing
with thoughts and pain thinking of all those families going through the same
pain on Easter. Me and my oldest daughter went to sunrise service at church
it
was outside with the birds singing. It was so beautiful I just kept crying I
felt like a fool but I just felt so close to God so then I began with the
asking
God Why Why Why in my head! So I had a hard time but I had to try and think
of how happy Jamin must have been in Heaven on Easter. I bet all our little
angels were having a great time playing together! Hope everyone else's day
went
better than mine.
Stacy  Aunt to Jamin Trisomy 13 Angel 2/4/06-3/9/06


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