Just wanted to say that I hoped everyone had a good Easter. We took fresh
flowers and Easter eggs to Jamin's grave. I left him an Easter egg with my kids
pictures inside (?) not sure why I know he can't really see the pictures but it
feels good to do things like that. I guess it feels like the only way we can
communicate with him. It's weird that we are drawn to leave things at the
grave and communicate at the grave but common sense tells us he is not there.
It
was extremely hard to visit. He is in a baby section of the cemetery so I seen
all the Easter eggs and candy on most of the tiny graves. My mind was racing
with thoughts and pain thinking of all those families going through the same
pain on Easter. Me and my oldest daughter went to sunrise service at church it
was outside with the birds singing. It was so beautiful I just kept crying I
felt like a fool but I just felt so close to God so then I began with the
asking
God Why Why Why in my head! So I had a hard time but I had to try and think
of how happy Jamin must have been in Heaven on Easter. I bet all our little
angels were having a great time playing together! Hope everyone else's day went
better than mine.
Stacy Aunt to Jamin Trisomy 13 Angel 2/4/06-3/9/06
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