Tracey, I figured out the pictures wouldn't go through but he is on the http://www.livingwithtrisomy13.org/trisomy-13-memory.htm site.=20 Once I expressed to him how I felt he opened up a little and things are better. I just hate the fact that it had to be through email. I tried talking to my husband but it seemed like it kept coming out wrong. It gave me the chance to tell him everything that I had been trying or wanted to. I saw him after he read it and he said he didn't know he was pushing me away. Since I have joined you guys I am doing a lot better. I have noticed my mood has changed. I am happier now.=20 Marianne =20 -----Original Message----- From: tri-wings-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx [mailto:tri-wings-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx] On Behalf Of David & Tracey Pass Sent: Monday, February 27, 2006 11:21 PM To: tri-wings@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [tri-wings] Re: Hi I just joined Dear Marianne, It is hard when you lose a little one not to blame yourself. Your husband=20 was probably dealing with his grief the only way he knew how it's good you=20 had the courage to tell him how you are feeling, always keep those=20 communication lines open. I had a very good counsellor that I talked=20 through all my 'stuff' with and that helped me a lot!!! Be kind to=20 you....... Don't worry about the world coming to an end tomorrow it's already tomorrow=20 in Australia Charles Schultz "Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what you're gonna get!" Forrest Gump's mother. Tracey, <///>< RM/RN Mum to Jenny (18) currently 'wandering in the=20 wilderness', Louise T18 (in heaven since July 1990), Jono (15), Jesse (12),=20 Jimmy & Pippa angel dogs, Millie (our faithful girl) and wife to David my=20 soulmate & best friend for 26 years now!!! :O)) <///><><///><///><><///><///><><///><///><><///><///><><///> OUR GOD REIGNS homepages - www.geocities.com/cuddlefishtoo/index.html Building ___ooOOoo__ Rainbows www.trisomyonline.org Families Helping Families On-line Building ___ooOOoo__ Rainbows www.trisomyonline.org Families Helping Families On-line