[tri-wings] Feeling Blue

Hi All -

I know I haven't posted much lately.  I have been reading everything -- and 
want to extend my welcome to our new folks.  I'm so sorry you have reason to 
join us, but this group has helped me a great deal.  I haven't posted much 
because basically my life has been in turmoil for months.  My mother and 
grandmother have been very ill and between that and taking care of little 
Allison (who I adore and is already 7 months old!) and Kevin, I've felt 
pulled in all directions lately.  I'm sick to my stomach with worry about 
all of the things in my life that are out of my control.  I'm feeling much 
like I did when we first lost Matthew.  I know it is childish, but I just 
want my Mom back.  She has been horribly depressed, and I just don't know 
what to do for her.  She is so scared about what the future holds.  It is so 
hard to hear a parents' fears -- I guess we all like to think of Mom and Dad 
as protectors always.  Anyway, sorry to go on and on, but I thank you all 
for listening.

Kim,
mommy to Kevin (4 yrs), Matthew d(8/27/00) and Allison (7 months)

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