[tri-wings] FW: Pete

 
 
 
Your post hit home with me.  I could have written your post when I was
pregnant with Nicholas.  
You will not resent Twinkle, when the baby gets here you will see just
how much of a miracle Twinkle is.  You will know that Abi had a hand in
this little baby arriving safely.  I still miss Zack and I always will,
Nicholas has been a little saint in that he has shown me life goes on.
I still wonder why God wouldn't let me have both of them.  :(  When
Nicholas was so sick, I felt blessed in a strange way, I knew that Zack
was watching out for him.  This new baby will not replace Abi, this new
baby is Abi's sibling  an extended part of your family.    My heart
still hurts especially around the holidays.  Zack is never far from my
mind or my heart.  
Hugs to you..I have said this before Twinkle knows Abi, babies come from
heaven and they know what heaven is like.  I get jealous because in my
heart I know Nicholas has spent time with Zack, the time I didn't get to
spend with him.
When you miss Abi talk to her, and if you really listen she will answer
back.
 
Amy
 


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