[tri-wings] Re: Did anyone else react like this?

 
 Trishalynn <trishalynn@xxxxxxxxxx> wrote:

>>My period came and for some reason it was the most upsetting
thing for me.<<

Trisha, I'm playing catch up this morning with emails so haven't read/seen any 
other replies as yet but I'm still like that after three and half years 
almost.Periods prior to losing my boys were just periods...now each one feels 
like a missed opportunity...a life that could have been!! Even during the time 
when I was "single and celibate"(not sure if you know but I have moved on to 
prospective husband number 2 now lol) I still died inside at each and every 
period.After losing Dominic(my second angel)and prior to husband number 1's 
departure,I was like a woman possessed cause it hurt so much that I wasn't 
getting pregnant(slight miracle would have been needed as he wasn't even 
sleeping in the same bed as me but head and heart don't do common sense when 
you want something so desperately).

I have clamed down slightly now but I figure that's because my head knows I 
can't get pregnant while taking oral contraceptives(well almost can't)but I 
dare bet my last pound(grrr computer won't do a pound sign)that once I stop 
taking them it will be history repeating itself.Baz has been warned and says he 
is booking a week away out of each month so he is safe distance apart from me 
and my hormones.:-))

Hope this helped by letting you know you are not alone.....



big hugs

Mandy,mum to Matthew 10,Charlotte 9 , Gareth (t18 ^i^ Nov 14th'99) and Dominic 
(Cystic Hygroma ^i^ July 23rd '00)  (UK)

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Grief is like the ocean;it comes on waves ebbing and flowing.Sometimes the 
water is calm and sometimes it is overwhelming.All we can do is learn how to 
swim.(Vicki Harrison)




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