I understand what you mean about Christmas. I almost dread it this year even though it is a time of celebration. Madelyn gained her wings on the 21st and her funeral was Christmas Eve. I would rather not decorate the house or anything, but at the same time feel that I should celebrate her rebirth into Heaven and celebrate our new little one to come. I bought a book (I haven't read yet) called "A Decembered Grief" for those grieving during the holidays when others are in a festive mood. We miss her so much, as I know you all miss your sweet angels. I am so glad to have you all who understand and always seem to know what to say. Christina Madelyn's mommy and Baby Thomas due in February --- Andreas and Darcy Nahme <ayjayen@xxxxxxxx> wrote: > > Can anybody say "Scared to death of Christmas". I > got to bring Savannah > home two day before Christmas this last year. The > doctors gave me my __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Make a great connection at Yahoo! Personals. http://personals.yahoo.com Building ___ooOOoo__ Rainbows www.trisomyonline.org Families Helping Families On-line