[tri-wings] Re: Can I Still Grieve?

Thanks for sharing. I'm scared about this pregnancy. I know that  everything 
should go just fine. The doctors tell me not to worry that what  happen to 
Gabriella won't happen again. We have went over Gabriella's blood work  and 
know 
that it wasn't from us. But, I still worry about the baby. Everything  seems 
so fresh in my mind about what happen to her, that I can't seem to not  worry. 
I think once the baby gets here and my husband knows everything is okay,  
he'll feel better. We go the get our 17 week ultrasound this Thursday. I'm  
nervous, with Gabriella's 20 week ultrasound, we found out she had a extra 
digit  on 
her left hand. Everything else looked okay, and my triple screening came back 
 normal. So, my baby doctor didn't think we should worry or do extra testing. 
He  thought it was just a little skin tag that we could remove after birth. 
The  ultrasound went horrible. It was very upsetting and no one talked through 
the  whole thing. What's really weird is that I felt like she was going to 
tell us  something was wrong. She never once talked. I finally asked if what I 
seen was  Gabriella's thumb and that's when she said she thought it was a extra 
digit. I  will never forget that. We had my nine year son with us. I know that 
all three  of us are scary and nervous about Thursday. I pray and pray 
everything will be  okay. I'll let everyone on the board know.  
Ambre: Mother to Gage(9) & Gabriella T-13  full: 10/6/04-12/1/04




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