[tri-wings] Brooke

Brooke

I'm so sorry you lost your precious angel, things must be so hard for you 
right now.

I know what you mean about just wanting to see them and hold them again and 
the pain of knowing you can't.  I found that the hardest thing to accept, 
that I just couldn't do that.

Like you, I continued my pregnancy with Connor's diagnosis of T18.  I know 
you must have had a very difficult time.  In many ways I did so much 
grieving while I was still pregnant, but I NEVER accepted that he might 
actually die.  Looking back now though, I am glad I had the strength to do 
what I did and look back with no regrets.  It made me realise that in the 
grand scheme of life, we can be pretty powerless.

I hope you can get through this difficult time.  The people here really 
helped me, or probably saved me, at that time in my life.  Things are better 
now, but like everyone else, I had to work through it all in my own time.  
I'm sure you'll have good days and not so good ones, but there is always 
someone here to listen.

Hugs

Demi
Mummy to ickle angel Connor Adam (Full T18 13/06/01)
Matthew McDermid - 2.5 years
& jade the puppy (currently chewing entire contents of house a piece at a 
time)

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