Thank you for your prayers! I know have warm memories. I remember his sweet
smell of Lavender baby wash and his skin was softer than any baby I had EVER
felt. We would say it felt like silk. I can't even explain how different but
good he felt in my arms. I remember the strong feelings of a deeeep love and
fear
I had for him. I was afraid I was going to hurt him as I touched him but I
longed to hold him and kiss him and never let go. Today is a sad day and I miss
him so much but I have the warm memories you speak of. I only pray that my
sister has the same. Most days she has the awful memories of him at home with
monitors going off because he would stop breathing, giving him CPR, ambulance
rides, and the look of fear on his face the day he died. I pray that those
memories will fade and the good ones will become stronger for her.
Thank you all for reading,
Stacy- Aunt to Trisomy 13 Angel Jamin 1/4/06-2/9/06 My little peanut
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