Dear Pauline,
My heart goes out to you. Our little angel would have been 13 on the 23rd
of January and she died on the 2nd of July so we seem to have had our angels
around the same time frame. I can relate to how you felt about not spending
as much time as you could with Rachel I felt the same about Louise. But I
am sure she was grateful for every millisecond of your time. I also kept a
diary of every feed etc it didn't seem logical to me at the time why I would
do that but thinking back I think I wanted to be able to prove to 'somebody'
that I was caring for her as best I could.
There is no doubt on earth that you loved Rachel and I am sure that she was
patently aware of your love for her. Be gentle to you
{{{Pauline}}}
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get!"
Forrest Gump's mother.
"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow
in Australia"
Charles Schultz.
Tracey RN/CM <///><, Mum to Jennie 15, Louise T18 (in heaven July 2nd 1990),
Jono 11, Jesse 9, Jimmy the angel dog, Millie the magnificent (Dogus
Ecstaticus), Pippa the perfect (puppius perfecticus) and most grateful wife
to David my soulmate and best friend.
Bobs Farm, NSW, Australia
Homepage - www.geocities.com/cuddlefishtoo/index.html
Our God Reigns
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