[tri-med] Re: Crushed hopes and dreams

Dearest Andreas and Darcy...
I just got home and haven't had our computer turned on since yesterday when
I read about Savannah being taken to the hospital. I truly thought she would
be able to stay a little longer...I hoped she would...I thought surely God
would not take another precious angel so soon after Demi's little Connor
gaining his wings. Anyway...I didn't even get to respond to the mail
yesterday because we had a really bad storm that took down some trees very
close by and took the power with it for hours! Then today was Devon's
birthday party....I don't even know what to feel right now...such a high
celebrating Devon's 6th birthday....a day we never thought we'd see....and
now Connor and Savannah gaining their wings....I just don't understand
sometimes...most of the time actually. I'm no better mommy than any other
mom's on this list...I'm sure you all love your babies/children every bit as
much as I love mine....and yet...Devon is still here with me and others
hearts are breaking as their babies gain their wings....makes no sense.
Thanks for baring with me while I babble and try to work this out in my
heart and head. Please know that you're on my mind and in my heart as you
face  this pain that must be the worst pain anyone could imagine.
Please take care of each other....
Love,
Penny...devoted wife to Joe and "Mom" to Nick (10 yrs...lover of Pokemon,
Legos, Pizza and chocolate icecream) and "Mommy" to Devon (AKA-Stinky
Boy...Lover of Bear, Stuart Little, Barney, Blue, Rolie Polie Olie, Pooh and
Co. and food in general, 5 1/2 years old!!! Full Trisomy 13 w/balanced
translocation 5 and 13)...Brat and KC (the feline children)
:o) DeLand, Florida
Meet our family at http://www.trisomyonline.org/victor.htm  (Compliments of
my dear friend Karen!)
And last but not least, check out the homepage I made!
http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Shores/1963/index.html
The stone that was rejected by the builders, has become the cornerstone
(Psalm 118)

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